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Friday, March 31, 2006 It suddenly loomed upon me that in enlisting into NS exactly a week from today. Gosh. Imagine that. The lovely locks on my head all gone. Can you believe it? I mean, thats a stupid question; of course not. HAHA.Shit. It does seem scary though. Well, at least i've applied for NUS and NTU and also paid the application fees. Heh. I don't know why i didn't apply for SMU. Oh well, there's always next year for me. The saddest thing is of course having to wait for BMT to end before finally having an opportunity to take a damn TP test. It's THAT sad. I just hope my riding skills don't go all rusty in the two months to come. And of course, the Missus. Hope we do fine. Tuesday, March 28, 2006 I can book my TP test already. But guess wad? I can't! Must wait for BMT to finish. Coz im going in on 7th April. Sigh. I think i can ride a bike on the road already man now. At least i know now that speed limits don't matter much. Every driver drives up to the maximum speed limit for the road. So overtaking and lane-changing confirm must exceed the limit. Cheats. Heh. Don't worry. I'll ride safely. In SSDC terms, be a defensive rider. Haha, macam betol je.=) i passed prac 6, 7 & 8 once. =( i wanna take TP test and pass. Sunday, March 26, 2006 Didier Drogba is a dog. A lying, cheating, foul mutt. sheesh. he can really be the officially most hated man in the world la. no need to say Great Britain. bitchass nigga.Sunday, March 19, 2006 28th May. Joga 3 Grand Finals.here we come! haha. hope we win, we undeserving people. heh. sigh. when will people learn? i know i didn't play my best yesterday. But with people around you who don't even seem half-interested in playing, i should really have just gone home. but i stayed coz nuri wanted to come over to shower. sigh. not a fitting start for my Vento. i don't organise matches if i don't think we can win. argh fuck it. whats the point. its over. Every team is bound to have fucked up people. Those who can't take no for an answer and think they're always right. who think fist fights are the solutions to every problem. those who taunt the opposition team. okay, maybe not every team, but many. i was hoping my team was one of those teams. yes, well, we are. we don't want fights. but we taunt. what better are we? Remember the match against the Outram team? we had zero sportsmanship. celebrating evry goal they scored. it was shameful. and yesterday. the defenders unabashedly claiming it was their fault that the opposition scored. it maybe funny if it was like the first own goal. but when u really do shit about it, its just plain disgusting. joga my ass. its been going on for a really long time, i've noticed but never said much. maybe i'm over reacting. maybe i don't know what it is to have fun anymore and all i think of is winning. well, we could have fun if we played our best. if we play like we used to when we beat TK chinese. trashing teams like in the past. don't tell me we're SUDDENLY playing against better teams. we've totally lost our heart to play. shit. i'll be glad to stick to street soccer. i don't care if we lose. not playing offside is a bad excuse. theres no ref. and they told us we're not playing offside. just mark them! is that hard? maybe its too much to ask huh? to mark someone. think of derek. we laugh at him when we see him sprinting to chase his man with so much gusto and playing so "semangat". he's not the best player we have but he has often been the only defender behind (when he's playing) and managed to snuff out the danger n clear off the line. he chases back. he doesn't keep complaining he's tired coz he knows hes not the only player out there. play with half his determination and we can play so much better. Wednesday, March 15, 2006 I heard something from the juniors (Deepan, Vishal & David) about what Coach Fabio said about me. Heh. He told them that i was the most confident penalty taker during the finals. MY ASS! Haha. Man...to think he didn't want me to take it at first. Until everyone rejected the responsibility. And i told him i'll take it. Shit. I don't even know what i was thinking. Guess i had lotsa luck that evening.Hmm. Jasdeep, Daniel and Ram have all gone in now. NS that is. April 7 is really damn far la. And i still haven't made up my mind on what courses to apply for in University. The thought of studying for another 3-4 years just fills me up with dread. Geez. And obviously, a degree is not enough nowadays. You'll probably need a Masters. Is journalism something i'd really wanna do? Sigh, or is it business? Or...English? Nah...unlikely. Err...Design and architecture? Looks interesting to me...but with my creativity skills, it's more likely to be archi-torture. Saturday, March 11, 2006 sigh. its early to blog aint it? i have learned a lesson in life and i'm sharing it with u guys. haha.LESSON: YOU CAN'T SLEEP ON A FULL STOMACH. OR MAYBE YOU CAN'T SLEEP AFTER A CHEESE PRATA, EGG PRATA AND 2 TEH TARIK. shit. my prac 5, the one i wanna pass badly is in few hours. 8.35 am to be exact. and i slept only for 1hour? worked my bowels 3 times man. haha. shit.... been readin Eragon by Christopher Paolini. Can't believe he wrote that when he was only 15? after high school. recommended book. sigh. i dunno how im gonna survive todae. got Joga 3 at 1pm. i hope we were registered. or i'll go to nike cineleisure and slaughter that yellow nigga. hope i can play in the first place. hah. i've grown alot in these few years. maybe the two years in JC. after JC, i realise many things. and i still duno what i wanna be. im not keen on science. i just cannot see myself working in the laboratory. actually, now that i imagine it...i can. haha. i dunno. maybe i have no interest in studies of these sort. i've alwaes wanted to be a sports journalist. but...Janadas Devan, does not recommend it. Ironic, i know. I guess its true. Journalism is pressurising coz u've got deadlines and all. i dun really seem to mind. i just wonder how im gonna have to wake up to cover Champions League matches. haha. waitta minute...this lack of sleep is makin me think too far. argh. and Ronaldinho is a legend. up there with Pele and Maradona. These people do things we can only imagine. I mean, i do it too but only on street soccer courts. HAHAHA! Kiddin. You know its times like this, i'm muddled. Might as well shower n perform prayers soon. Theres so much for me to learn about my religion still. sometimes, the more i learn, it just gets...i dunno la. but other times...its extremely enlightening. well, to each, his own. The Missus is rgt. its only been soccer these past few days. started with two nights of pissin her off coz jasdeep and ram came over to play ps2 until 3.30am so we can go jasdeeps house to watch the matches. both nights, jasdeep slept and we watched. he's a useless host, i know. haha. wonder how he's doing in camp. NDU siol... then the next night, it was street soccer at hougang. and last nite, i finally met her and she wanted to shop. haha. girls have a way... i dunno how to explain. or maybe i dun even know what im talkin abt. its that cliche that a female is an enigma and stuff. oh well. as long as we're all happy. haha. here i go i guess. hope i pass my prac 5 at my 3rd attempt. do i hafta bribe them to pass?! hafizo passed on his first try! 12 points only! wahlao. i'm jealous. haha. if i dun pass again...i'll consider crying. after that, i'll burn SSDC and every motorbike i see. then i'll be satisfied. Ronaldinho's insane. tho that Brazilian ping pong vid is obviously a fake...he's still insane. Wednesday, March 08, 2006 BOOTS.retail therapy. haha. im not so upset about narrowly failing my prac 5. coz i bought my Lotto Vento Evolution for $29.90. On the shoebox, a sticker indicated $313.95. And when the cashier scanned the price tag, it was $199.00. I paid $29.90 for it. Imagine the loss Sportslink is making. Gosh. haha. can't wait to tell Karthik. Sportslink is selling almost every single Lotto boots for $29.90 no matter how much they cost before that. Jasdeep would know of coz. He bought the exact same boots i bought for half the price. You guessed it: $29.90. Bitch. And he had to bring it to my house to show me. Haha. Last Sunday, i played a match for Mayon, with the bhai of coz. We wore our Optikas, and guess wad? The opposing team had 2 mats wearing Optikas too. haha. Yucks. Anw, its too tight for me. I'm not wearing my Optika anymore. Gave my brother sole ownership of it. Heh. And i don't really wanna wear my Pulse anymore. haha. sayang la... step on National Stadium already okay... haha. i should shut up. Anw, it's the most expensive pair i own. I got it as a birthday present from my aunt, all 180 bucks of it. the most i've ever paid for a pair of boots was of coz my Optika, 66 bucks. That was 50% discount at World of Sports in December 2005. and now, it $29.90 at Sportslink. sheesh. The pain.  Adidas Predator Pulse.  Lotto Optika.  Lotto Vento Evolution.  Finally, my arsenal. Its nostalgic, talking about boots. Reminds me of all the training everyday after school...fun, tiring, draining, exciting, boring, funny...its a mix of all those. Fabio's a jack, but he sure had his way with us. I think he's a good coach. Of coz every coach would have favourites, and i'm a victim of his obscenely obvious favouritism but hell, it made me stronger. Taught me team spirit, and how everyone must be prepared mentally and physically, whether u're starting or not. I'm almost always the first he calls off the bench to warm up. all 3 matches in the first group stage, the same thing. but he never threw me on. In the second round, i just gave up hope of playing. Then, in the last match against SRJC, he asked me to warm up again, then he almost immediately put me in. i was unprepared. Jersey tucked out, shinpads off. Ref wouldn't let me in. I panicked. I thought i was gonna get it from Fabio, a tongue lashing. But no...he put an arm around my shoulder and asked me to relax and told me what he wanted me to do. Simple. Lucky me huh? But i guess i learned alot from the man. So its all good. Now, i belanja-ed my brothers and myself on some Quiksilver stuff. heh. We spent $200 bucks man. I'm like spending my pay nicely rgt? Heh. Coz the Quiksilver boutique was having some really superb sale la. Okay. My youngest brother bought a wallet at 70% off, cozting ard 9 bucks after discount. And a haversack that eventually cost 14 bucks. My 2nd brother got 2 boardshorts for ard 30+ each and 2 tees at 21 each. He spent the most of my money la. Heh. but nvm, he's going poly so he needs like smth better than whatever his current pitiful closet holds. Heh. And i bought slippers ($17 ), a cap($20+) and a pair of boardshorts at TWELVE BUCKS DAMMIT! haha. u heard me...$12. but they only had abt one or two pairs left la. That was last Friday. So now i'm jobless. And bored at home. Yesterday's Champions League matches bored me. Gosh. Michael Buble's Home is FRIGGIN NICE. listen listen! Tuesday, March 07, 2006 oh my goodness. its damn frustrating to fail my prac 5 again. 22 points. 4 points away from a pass. walao! i was 0.5 seconds away from a pass. i have never taken more than 11 seconds to clear the figure 8. and yesterdae's timing? 11.5 seconds. helllll..... the instructor's reaction was probably slow man! it was 0.5 seconds. friggin shit.im so pissed coz the next prac 5 is eons away. and i was so sure i'd pass la. ni nau hia. and i realised i cant tag on my tag board. do any of u haf the same problem? haha. Thursday, March 02, 2006 hurah. A's have been cleared. Alhamdullilah for my results. its nothin spectacular of course, but as long as it keeps me moving, i'm happy. I guess JC life has been very kind to me. I grabbed that lifeline at the end of JC1 to advance, and i guess i haven't looked back since. All the last minute rush to study was worth it i guess. Thanks to Madam, Mr Lim, Miss Ang, Mr Yeo and the likes for everything.Congrats to my boyan, for those 3 As. haha. it wasn't surprising man. tho there have been pple tellin me they're surprised. and i'm glad X-S members have done well enuff. so well, gotta apply for the courses and all now. its the hard part. i still dunno where to go. people have always been saying that u must have a goal, so that u can strive for it. well, i dunno. i havent had those REALLY long term goals. like my goals wud be the results i wanna get. hah. now i dunno where to go next. and chatting with bul is shitty full of crap. HAHAHA. *i smile u smile we smile* says: kao buat ape *i smile u smile we smile* says: dah start skola *i smile u smile we smile* says: ? xs. says: hahaha. xs. says: skola aper sak? *i smile u smile we smile* says: U ah..ako dah start dah xs. says: fuuh...aku mintak 1 week break ah. xs. says: next mondae aku start. xs. says: kau masok maneer? *i smile u smile we smile* says: ooo gerek2..ako masok NUH *i smile u smile we smile* says: tempat gerek dok *i smile u smile we smile* says: full service sak xs. says: hahah... xs. says: eeh? dekat ngan aku ah.. xs. says: aku kat YIH *i smile u smile we smile* says: bagos2..ako dengar tu U cert die recognised ah xs. says: ahh...aper tak,,,Yusof Ishak dier punyer founder. *i smile u smile we smile* says: padan ah..abes skarang kao nga buat ape? *i smile u smile we smile* says: blaja eh xs. says: research ah... xs. says: nak masok skola kener research dulu.. maut siol. haha. i dunno why but i can crap with the TK boys alot man. especially if on the phone with Lan. haha. man, they did well too, most anw. hmm. mom was very happy with my results. well actually, my whole didnt really know how to react coz they dunno how to tell if results are good or bad. haha. my bro was like remindin me to tell him my results. kept msgin n all. haha. then when i called and told him "bbc", he was like silent and like, "Oh." Then he asked if its good or bad. HAHAH. and i called my mom at work and told her excitedly i got "bbc!" and she was alrdy like smiling and maybe almost jumping for joy. haha. then she asked "can go U?". haha. then i said, "good chance la". and she was dunno doing wad alrdy. ahahaha. oh well. we should all be happy with small things rgt? heh. well, tho it isnt very small la. and when i got home yest, evryone was like, "SHAHRULS ON TV!". haha. yeah. my whole family knows him coz we've been frens since p5. haha. same sch all the way. wooh. i duno wad else to say. the anniversary's coming! and i've got my damn pays man! its pay with an "s" coz i got both my pay from both jobs. hurrah. well, i've only received the Hyatt aerospace one la. Manhattan's taking years to pay me. dammit. i work 8 days at aerospace and i receive more than 1.5 months at John Little. but of coz, the hours and level of difficulty is different. wooh. the Missus wants to shop, splurge and all. boy, am i gonna be dead soon. haha. |
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