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Sunday, January 29, 2006 i badly need to blog. i think.all these friggin kids with their love for fish man. im in the moody moody thing. i dunno wad im talkin about. i guess i dun like my current situation. i know whats bothering me. i miss my friends. i havent played soccer in bloody long. 1 week is long dammit. and shit happens. and works gettin mundane. i mean..its fine. just mundane. hah. i envy how those full-timers cope. sheesh. im a wreck. damn its cny. singapores turned into a ghost town for 2 days as almost evry shops closed. hah. theres so many things i want. adult life sucks doesnt it? no money to even eat. hah. and i wanna buy so many things. they arent necessities of coz. like my license. a patrizio album. the guy is damn good la. some new italian singer. shit. listen to his songs. trust me. oh hell. i havent even submitted a team for the damn 6-a-side!!! hmm. Lost season 2 on dvd. just watched two episodes. heh. i hope another hyatt job comes around. need the money. 30-40 bucks a week aint gonna cut it. and im only getting my pay for this friggin promoter job in late feb. the hell. oh well. fowlers back in liverpool. on free. sounds good to me. ahhh. i havent been readin papers too. ouh. i finally completed reading "the flame tree". always wanted to get the book. cool la. all those americans should read it. gives them a proper view. not just wage war against all muslims. and assume jihad means killing em. haha. asses. Ever heard of something like this...? "I want to set heaven ablaze and extinguish the fires of hell so that we know who is praying to God out of love and not of fear of hell or hope for paradise. Allah is Allah the Forgiver and the Forgiving. It is as easy for Him to forgive entire seas of sin as it is for a mother to kiss her baby. There is no such thing as original sin. We are born pure and perfect and inheritors ofparadise, yet we can choose to disobey Allah and to sin, again and again. But Allah is compassionate and forgives with extravagant mercy." Ahh. Sounds good. Sunday, January 15, 2006 walaoeh.panaasssssssssssss...... john little causeway point la. hahaha. ader la sebab2 nyer.siolah. liverpool is way too damn good now la. if only x-s could play like that. haha. i mean, basically la. not score goals thru volleys. but close down the opponents quickly. man, spurs cudnt breathe to pass the ball. the strikers and midfielders were great. morientes is one striker who can play in defence. im totally sure. i think he has perfected the art of sliding la. whoo. damn. look at the time. its 2.58 pm. and i've got a match tmw at 9am. knowin mayon...its prolly 10am. hahaha. damn. no la...i'll try to be early. okae okae...earlier than usual. k? then its off to work. works been...iono. sth amazing i guess? hahaha. nono...workin at JL is fun. the people are cool, havent got any shit from those pple there. love em all the same. heh. but i think im quittin. its sad la...but i think i hafta. coz wednesday n friday nites, im workin at hyatt. yeap. so tues i quit la. or maybe wednesdae leave early. nah. too tiring. heh. sad sad sad. coz of work, i havent been myself lately. it must be work. and missing that someone u're so used to having around. when u lose sth or sth is taken from u, how do u feel? esp when its sth thats special. u'd be angry, pissed, sad...i duno. all la. thats one reason why imma quit work. good luck manhattan. haha. maybe i wont quit if i can get 4 days off. ah. heh. see how. think i may take this mondae off. another reason i wanna quit is so that i can concentrate on gettin my bike license quickly. its great to get the first practical over and done with. then i can take my TTT also. finished the lessons online just now. whee. im just over-excited la. popa said hes gonna get a bike when i pass. granpas gonna lend me his old-school helmet. man....that helmet needs a vespa to go with it. but im thinkin of gettin phantom la. choppers are...easier to me. like more stable la. lower CG. hmm...nvm. i'll make up my mind. either one also can la. i happy also. heh. even my dads current bike (which is actually his frens la) is good enuff. ahhh....see wad i mean by bein over-excited? heh. dont count your chicks before they hatch. haha. NS beckons. thats alrgt la. pretty fine by me. the worst is...gettin back As results. whys everyone so relaxed n carefree?! why am i? shit. i dunno. im scared to shits la. these are very impt results. argh. no, i dont like talking about it u see. nizar is doin dunno what now. hes not workin is he? haha. kesian. boring je sorang2. bhai also slackin ard with ram. damn i miss soccer la. watchin epl just makes me itch. tsk tsk. very bad. thts why without a doubt i told myself im playing tmw mornin, the moment i got thaqifs msg. heh. okae la...i need to wakie2 early mornin tmw. goonite. ouh. my sembahyang jumaat this week was miraculous. to me la. heh. my bro doesnt go prayers. i duno how to make him go. nobody can make him go eh? sigh. ciao amigos. ps. i've got chinese new year cheena songs in my head dammit. i can sing to u rgt now. its horrible. haha. and eliana just laughs listening to it. nirwan's mad as always. and kartina's damn fun la. haha. Monday, January 02, 2006 i started reading Xiaxue's blog only like less than a month ago. well, at first it was interesting la. i think now its not so la. well, her recent slate of entries were quite bastard. as in about banglas molesting girls in Orchard.i believe shit like that happens of coz. i agree with her on that. but when a girl says a bangla actually put his finger in her vagina, i was like..."whatever man." firstly, HOWS THAT POSSIBLE?! means that girl was wearing no/torn/holey/stretchable underwear AND pants/jeans. haha. AND, she was prolly wearing a skirt. a short and skimpy one too, since if its a long skirt, dun tell me a bangla went INTO ur skirt just to stuff his finger in that thing of urs. YUCKS. heh. so tell me, why wear skimpy clothes or whatever else i listed above, to town at that kinda period when u KNOW the whole worlds going there?!?! u KNOW what some people go to crowded places for. rape rape la! SIALLAH! BODOH SIAL! i'm sorry, readers. i do not usually use my big voice. haha. anyways, girls should really, really not wear skimpy clothes. i'm so against it. shit, i sound gay. haha. but of coz guys like to look. cmon, im a guy. but why do u hafta show us guys? i mean, everyone should like treasure their bodies. i mean guys nvm la, girls dun get turned on seein us topless. they'll prolly wilt if they see men only in tiny speedos. haha. yucks. but girls should like read Xiaxue's blog and know that she's an expert since she's seen 4 men's dicks. (no, shes not a pros/ho, accordin to her.) take her advice and like start dressin up decently. well, according to her, she only gets molested when in school uniform last time. so maybe girls shudnt wear sch u? i duno if thats what shes saying. haha. esp u Muslim girls out there. geez. u dun hafta wear a tudung if no ones forcing u, but hey, u dun hafta show us ur body parts or mammary glands or ass cracks. like eww. well, that applies to evryone la. heh. i shudnt comment too much. im no expert la. so females, moral of the story... dont get raped? err. im not too sure. i digressed didnt i? haha. hmm...dont wear skimpy clothes UNLESS u wanna get molested/raped la. okae? |
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