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Sunday, October 31, 2004 sialah. cisse out for the season. i think ewood park is friggin cursed for liverpool. inury-causing bastards.hahahaha. man u lost. i saw de second goal yakubu is good. and it further justifies my statement that rio ferdi"dope"nand, is over-rated. he cant even handle yakubu. he let yakubu go past him with the simplest of fakes and he was spinnin like a merry-go-round. dopehead. at least silvestre managed to put in a sliding block. which somehow helped the ball into goal. haha. wenger may be right. fading champions... arsenal on the other hand...nvm. hope liverpool buy exciting players this january. or else...boring ah. heh. noones at home. all gone to melaka. pops gone to rumah nenek. aunts at home. im gg out ltr. they all oso conferm go out la. damn ah.. was damn sleepy sia yesterdae. cudnt watch the match. only a call woke me up. at 12.39. how convenient. haha. must get shoes fer myself. my bros been splurging. he's a blardee basted la. spend as if he's some rich kid. jackass. oh yes. i wanna buy dashboard tees online. haha. seriously. haha. ......................................................................................................................................................................... Maroon 5 -"Sunday Morning" Sunday morning rain is falling Steal some covers share some skin Clouds are shrouding us in moments unforgettable You twist to fit the mold that I am in But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do And I would gladly hit the road get up and go if I knew That someday it would lead me back to you That someday it would lead me back to you That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on Sunday morning And I never want to leave Fingers trace your every outline Paint a picture with my hands Back and forth we sway like branches in a storm Change the weather still together when it ends That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on Sunday morning And I never want to leave But things just get so crazy living life gets hard to do Sunday morning rain is falling and I'm calling out to you Singing someday it'll bring me back to you Find a way to bring myself back home to you And you may not know That may be all I need In darkness she is all I see Come and rest your bones with me Driving slow on Sunday morning ......................................................................................................................................................................... Saturday, October 30, 2004 wahhh. dozed off on the comp chair. if anyone of my family members see me like that, they'll ask me go slp immediately. hah. woken up abit now. a little more PW to do. and mebe i can have ard 1.5 hrs of slp. family wants to go out todae. i dun wanna go out with them. mebe not todae? dunno ah.frickin. i knew it la. *rapid hope loss* I can't see how, The way that you leave me alone makes us close. I must be out of touch. I won't ask you, To give up on the things that seem to keep you gone. But I can be gone too. And this phone tag game is endless. the novelty is wearing. I'm hoping time will pass. without any assistance. or convincing. Friday, October 29, 2004 haha. maddox ah guys.maddox. Thursday, October 28, 2004 wadsup with girls and losing weight?!wth. haha. someone wants a tan. yest aft trg went to jalan kayu with irfan,amin,jasdeep n shah. ate and talked until happy. den bhai's fren was there with his family. he paid our bill. blardee hell. wad a night. free food. haha. mr chen said hes gonna help me. its blardee unfair la this sch. if u wanna bring some pple up, bring all up la. as in same grades. all de marks oso ard de same sia. cocks la. biased too. from wad i heard. hah. man. todae was a dae i shudve slept thru. i'll slp early tonite. hafta. shud i go sch tmr? dun feel like. and thrs like no news of the situation. haiyoh. k ah. i'll go sch tmr. frickin easy la. damn. its buggin me. i noe la guys. as if i dont want to. sheesh. *sharp disaster in a fresh new coma. was it worth it when it was over. provin urself rite. u made de biggest noise. i'd lock my hands behind my head. i'd cover my heart and hit the deck. i'd brace myself for the impact if i were you.* Saturday, October 23, 2004 i've been such an asshole these past few daes. to myself. and her. hah. i gotta get a grip. evrythins takin its toll on me. and i cant even play soccer to help ease the situation. the soccer teachers crack me up. they're wonderful. hah. hopin for the best of things to come. life cant get any worse than this. really. and it'll all turn for the better tmr. i can feel it. hah. pw. op. wr. all comin to an end. then comes the GPF. blardee hell. thts the part i slacked. nvm. take things as they come. i gotta haf a motto in life. smth cool and original. like... "bang it. before you get banged." ahh. i like tht. applies to evry aspect of life. in my perspective la. thts why its MY motto in life. hurrah! i want chocolates. actually. i shudnt. so nvm. i want to be able to drink more plain water. uhuh. u bet. i love kurniawan! haha. okae. not really. i hope no one can read this. or bothers to. hah. coz... he's smth like me. for this point in time...he was where i am now, last year. hopefully next year, i'll be whr he is now. yeah. mebe higher. uhuh. AHHH! i got 2 more dashboard confessional songs! yay. haha. the sr thing. i relli want it to work. but i wont get my hopes up too high. juz hopin. hah.im ready for more now. cmon life...bring it on. insya Allah. God will be by my side. sialah. dunno wad de blardee hell we talked abt. but we talked. aft 4 daes? 4 daes. i tink. but we sure as hell talked. at least she did. i cudnt. im a jackass la. so friggin slpy now. didnt wanna toss n turn in bed. so i went online. now im slpy. mission accomplished. ponderin my future. stupid sia. hah. boring... sucks. shoulda woulda coulda dun haf meaning. wad took her so long to say it? well, if she said smth like that...i would only expect the worst. of the worst. skali de impossible happens and... heh. dream on la. things can only go downhill from here. im a fuckin pessimist. damn. damn. damn. nite ah. friggin pw again tmr. no friggin life siak. Thursday, October 21, 2004 my eyes fuckin hurt. mebe its lack of slp or smth. but they fuckin hurt. arh. even eye mo is like mofo. this week has been shit. OP is nuts. PW. so are my results. hah. i'd be more than happy to retain. study next year. heh."eyes are feelin heavy but they never seem to close. fanblades on the ceiling spin, but the air is never cold. even tho u're next to me, i still feel so alone. i can't give u anything for you to call ur own..." thank god the weekends are comin. i need a break. hope i get a fuckin good one. mj is bringin down the promotion criteria i tink. haha. superb. even poor grades are gonna save ur ass. and so, the sargas ogls are gonna miss me. heh. "i said maybe....u're gonna be the one that saves me.. and after all....u're my wonderwall." waah. ngantok sak. tido pon baek. ahh. hope i dun fall sick seh. fuuh. Monday, October 18, 2004 warfg. been lazy to update. or mebe no time? yeah. guess so. got back results. AO fer phy. if only the paper wasnt a killer. ahh. dah nak buka. hmm. soo, i tink my class is like the WORSTEST class academically. my teacher said...most to most...8 promoted. that is ...MOST to MOST. other classes is like...10 retained or smth. and evryone in class has obviously been talkin abt all this. in their own pw grps i suppose. so me and my grp were with ms poh...talkin and all. aft talkin to her twice in de dae...i doubted my promotion. still doubtin. i dunno la. i dun mind retainin. i knew i cud have done betta. heh. nvm. we'll see how it goes. and yeah. aft pw, i dropped to canteen fer awhile. saw my other classmates...pw also. other than them, tht place was deserted. so i went thr..and they asked my phy marks. told em AO. and to my class [includes me], thts like some major achievement. anything C and above was satanic. hahahaha. so i told them wad i jez heard...tht 8 ppl were gonna promote. and they were like...yah la...we know. and aft we counted...u are in the 8. HAHAHAHAHAHA. they crack me up. altho they meant it. cmon guys. i noe myself more than anyone else. thks fer words of encouragement and all...but....OK. mebe i'll haf a lil faith in me. mebe...thrs still hope. juz mebe. but seriously, i dun mind retainin. tho tht isnt an ideal situation la. heh.OKAE. BUKA. briteback. alhamdullilah. tomyam nenek gua memang best la. was greeted by the aroma of freshly baked kueh2 when reached home jeznow. obviously the members2 mamak ordered fer deepavali. and PW is takin its toll. boriing saja. and last saturdae. FINALLY SIAK. braper punyer kali punyer cancel...dapat jugak kluar. haha. jadi la. okae. got PW to do. white chicks to watch. terawih to go to. lets go....... Monday, October 11, 2004 cycled from my house to orchard todae. fuuh. achievement. heh. read shah's blog ah. i lazy to update.Saturday, October 09, 2004 A man and his wife were getting a divorce at a local court. But the Custodyof their children posed a problem. The mother jumped to her feet and protested to the judge that since she had brought the children into this world, she should retain custody of them. The man also wanted custody of his children. The judge asked for his side of the story too. After a long moment of silence, the man rose from his chair and replied: "Judge, when I put a dollar into a vending machine, and a Pepsi comes out, does the Pepsi belong to me or to the machine?" Guess wat, the man won! ......................................................................................................................................................................... its 2 plus now. got home a while ago. helluva dae. or nite. yeah. more like nite. me adrian and willard ran thru the water fountain thing at parco bugis juz now before watchin a movie all drenched. haha. power la... those two guys are fun la... faizal: "ur mama's so old, her breast milk turned into powder" ......................................................................................................................................................................... err. 2 nites in a row? slpin at...2++? yeah. on the phone. late giler. bonne nuit mon ami! Monday, October 04, 2004 "My Boo"[Usher:] It started when we were young girl You were mine my boo Now another brother's taking over But its still in your eyes my boo Even though we used to argue it's alright I know we haven't seen each other In awhile but you will always be my boo [Alicia:] I was in love with you when we were younger You were mine my boo And I see it from time to time I still feel like my boo And I can see it no matter How I try to hide my boo Even though there's another man in my life You will always be my boo power song la... Saturday, October 02, 2004 duno why my backgrnds gone. but nvm. deal wif it some other time. so here goes. someone's bdae todae. heh. damn, i realised i can be pretty useless. did work, energy, power mcqs wif marc in sch til ard 3+ i tink. not bad, i must sae. didnt get pple bdae presents this year. i wont be expecting any anywaes. its juz that i juz have no clue of wad to get. really!just for laughs: 1) read eugene's blog. i find his entries hilarious. haha. 2) go to maddox. the latest entry is up. haha. "sand in their..." the websense one. http://maddox.xmission.com ciao ah. muggers. |
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