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Tuesday, September 21, 2004 happiest HO-MAN alive!after daes of frustration (since fridae), and spewin vulgarities at hotmail, i haf finally accessed my hotmail account!!! wahoo!!! aft clickin on de "6 new e-mail messages" icon on my MSN Messenger like ard 20++ times for de fun [frustration] of it, i still got de same friggin page which saes it is unavailable. den i closed all de windows and clicked 3 more times and VOILA! fuck, i juz told ya'll a fuckin dumb story. but it pissed me off badly ah coz i cudnt do pw. not that i wanted to do, but its not nice knowin ur grp members are doin their share [and urs] while u dun hafta do anythin. wargh. too late nigga. so i still sae, fuck hotmail. Saturday, September 18, 2004 irritatin ta shits. cant access hotmail. sialan.and guess wad. the doc doesnt want me to go to sch on mondae, tuesdae, wednesdae. if there was months to spare before promos, i'd gladly oblige. but with daes left...argh fuck. my blood platelet level has droppe from 119 on wednesdae nite to 105 todae. scary shit. safest lowest level is 140 ah. but doc saes no need to go hospital coz its not low enuff. wahlao. and next time he wants to check my blood again is on wednesdae mornin. i think im feelin pretty normal actually. but i wudnt noe wads happenin to me internally ah... argh. its frustratin to not go sch. to juz sit at home thinkin of studyin but findin it hard to do so is worse. waayy worse. huh. i wanna call in to the president's star charity to ease my heart a little so that evrytime i see those pple on tv, i wun feel so guilty. heh. but i havent. imagine if el macca rejoins pool. that wud be great. hah. but he's too old. Sunday, September 12, 2004 i'm sweatin like nobody's business. heh. ahh. its so not fun when u're sick. hope it's not the bad dengue. damn. evrythin is tasteless. even gummy sweets. damn. okae, they do taste sweet. but leave no aftertaste. once u swallow em, ur mouth tastes like nth again. gee. and damn the pills. heh. i wanna suck the vitamin c tablets...but can only take once in de morn and once at nite. and its so damn hot, im sweatin. but im feelin cold. wooh. gotta go and wake up my bloody idea. hope i feel betta tmrw. so can go sch la. got MC for two days. heh. but now is like the wrong time to skip sch. wahlao. i realised i gotta do pw. tsk.Can you see me Floating above your head As you lay in bed Thinking about everything That you did not do Cause saying I love you Has nothing to do with meaning it And I don't trust you Cause every time you're here Your intentions are unclear I spend every hour waiting for a phone call That I know will never come I used to think you were the one Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all You ain't ever coming back to me That's not how things were supposed to be You take my hand just to give it back No other lover has ever done that Do you remember The way we used to melt Do you remember how it felt When I touched you Oh cause I remember very well And how long has it been Since someone you let in Has given what I gave to you And at night when you sleep Do you dream I would be there Just for a minute or two do you? You ain't ever coming back to me That's not how things were supposed to be You take my hand just to give it back No other lover has ever done that Heartache heartache I just have so much A simple love with a complex touch There is nothing you can say or do I called to let you know I'm through with you Sunday, September 05, 2004 david blaine is a sick magician. *salutes* ptooi. sick bastard.maroon 5 album is superb. *double salutes* get it. but i realise that more than half the songs on the album is about sex i tink. i read de lyrics and somehow...it looked like it. haha. and evryone has a flower on their msn nick. damn. now i asked shah and he said its the chechen? rebels thing. okae. i wanna get those nike bands. LIVESTRONG. its the in thing now. anw, i've been lookin for smth to wear ard my wrist since me yellow n black bands broke. heh. i'll find smth la. listenin to maroon 5 - sunday morning. good shit. thx ah zallie. hah. superb cd man. ouhkae. gotta do pw. tmrw phy class n i havent done shit. damn. btw, i didnt post that msg on the board. cmon la guys, im not that sick. it must have been either farrell or boon. fugheads. |
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