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Saturday, July 31, 2004 i'm talented at breathing. especially exhaling. so that my chest will rise and fall with yours...woot. finally. touchin de comp n PS2 after abt a whole week. thats really long siak. alermak. dah maghrib. kk lek. i had tons of stuff to blog abt thruout de week but nth now. hah. i'm a sad case la. let's see if thrs anythin to blurt out. hmm. on wednesdae durin phy lect, i banged de back of my head against the table behind me. i get splittin headaches on de left side of my head sumtimes. hope it goes away soon. been a very tiring week. interhouse games and all. tsk. frickin hate it. it ain't nth. sorie ah. i'm ramblin abt anythin that pops outta my head. maths test todae was alrite la. didnt haf enuff time. again. heh. hope all my differentiation correct ah. studied till ard 9.30pm in sch yest. well, kinda studied. it's hard to do so if u're slpy. ha. but i prefer studyin wif anyone rather than studyin alone. so i managed to do some werk. damn. Pool makin a new Anfield in Stanley Park. hurrah. heh. oh yah. i wanna get a new PS2 game siak. hah. Onimusha 3 i fink. saw the review in de bus tis morn. shiok. abt time i played smth other than Winning Eleven. hurh. kae. wanna sembahyang. Saturday, July 24, 2004 wargh. sleepy siak. 12.39 am now. havin online PW meetin. grp leader not ard. but nvm. i was dozin off sia. now its okae ah.2 hours siol. steam giler. hahaha. but i told bhai that i dun expect anythin. juz dun wanna. haha. and marcus saw, this mornin. sluts. siak. this mornin PE played touch rugby. was gonna sprint on one occasion but the grass was so damn slippery. so as i was abt to push my leg against the ground and sprint ahead, i slipped. and my left groin hurts like hell. i cant walk properly now. wargh. we won in touch rugby. my granparents are awake, waitin for my aunt to come home i think...eugh. shes s o. <<< thats an example of how slpy i am now. DAMN sleepy. yawning. and falin aslp. tsk tsk tsk. so 10 am at sch tmr for PW meeting. wahlao. aft this i lepak ah sial. goonite ah. 2 hours sia. stupendous. and i've got tons of wrk. *YAWN* noe wad. my aunt came home. and i realised abit. den i tink i mentally drifted away. like slpin literally. so my granma's calls woke me up. WARGH. PW tmr. steam siak Tuesday, July 20, 2004 aha. played a match last sundae. damn nice. in fact, i played two matches. u can read abt the 2nd match from here. played against PCC. yeap, thts their name. haha. tho it didnt describe the match proper and how close we were to winnin it, its alrite. http://andfc.blogspot.com . in de mornin, i played for MJC ICS vs NYJC ICS. we whipped them 5-0. Lan was de other malay to play for the blardee mamaks. Quayum [or sth liddat] scored 2, Anand and Jasdeep and Lan with the other 3. waste of time match. supposed to meet at 8.30am, in de end 9.30am. den walked ard whole of yishun lookin for field [blardee punani mamaks], and eventually settled on the first one we arrived at. dumb bitchasses. match ended at 1.40pm. was supposed to meet the fellas at 2pm at sengkang. so i arrived at 2.40pm. hah. usual... den found out de sengkang field cant be used. so we went to hougang, amin's back up field saved my ass from a whipping by at least 23 soccer-hungry guys. haha. thts abt it.so de whole weekend slacked. now im dead... coz thrs lotsa work. lucky next week inter-house shit! weehoo. wanna plae floorball ah. juznow plae abit macam steam gitu ah. hahah. aper lagik ah? k ah. dah tak ingat. and its all mixed up. ahh. i hate "she will be loved -maroon 5" coz im not in the mood for these songs. haha. dammit. but its nice. but its givin me funny shit feelings. argh. brr. i hate this. listen to westlife- lost in you. nice. hah. suddenly, no song is nice. someone's voice wud be nice. haha. but livin in a house wif so many ppl, u can neva be on the phone for too long. dammit. if i knew i wud haf chosen free incoming from 7pm-7am. heh. k ah. tmr sch. juz maths n PW to be done. so eassyy......... tsk tsk tsk. Saturday, July 17, 2004 wahlao bastards!!! i called boon, farrell, derek, yong liang, jiahui. not even one answered. i sense conspiracy. or they're all out together. but wad can they be doin?! wargh. friggin irritatin siak. tmrw got match, impt players cant play...and these dipshits aren't answering. eh...skali all in sch rite now. hahhaa. maybe... dammit.okae. jh juz sms-ed "ya?". ya my ass! call me la! i wana noe wad u fags are up to. n im callin him but he's not answering. sch i tink. okae. not sch. wargh. n he's alone. not wif dem. tsk tsk tsk. bitchasses. waddaheck la. afternoon can conferm. i think coz its still early. tho i doubt so. suddenly some things went wrong yesterdae. not a very good dae fer me. but wadeva ah. whack only. go with the flow. of things. i've got no mood for anything rite now. well, maybe except one. juz one. haha. nvm. i think i shall go check out de punggol field. and amin askin me go queensway todae. he needs to get boots. i wish i had de money. gah. eh wait. i lazy to go ah dammit. shd i go?! i shall drag myself la. gotta check field anw. hoohaa. later. Sunday, July 11, 2004 hahaha. interestin stuff from nadia's blog.1) There were five people on a crashing air plane. Britney Spears, George W. Bush, Pavarotti, the Pope, and a boy scout. There were only four parachutes, not enough for the five important people on board, so they had to decide who would be left. President Bush said he should go first since he is the president of the greatest country in the world. So he jumps and lands safely. Then Pavarotti says that he has the greatest voice in the world so jumps and parachutes to safety. Britney Spears says she's a role model for young girls, a sex icon, and the smartest woman in the world so she jumps out. Then the Pope says to the little boy scout, "I am old and feeble and I don't have much longer to live...You must take the last parachute." The boy scout replies, "We can both take a parachute because the smartest woman in the world took my backpack." 2) Here's a dilemma for you... With all your honor and dignity what would you do? This test only has one question, but it's a very important one. Please don't answer it without giving it some serious thought. By giving an honest answer you will be able to test where you stand morally. The test features an unlikely, completely fictional situation, where you will have to make a decision one way or the other. Remember that your answer needs to be honest, yet spontaneous. Please scroll down slowly and consider each line - this is important for the test to work accurately. You're in Florida...In Miami, to be exact. There is great chaos going on around you, caused by a hurricane and severe floods. There are huge masses of water all over you. You are a CNN photographer and you are in the middle of this great disaster. The situation is nearly hopeless. You're trying to shoot very impressive photos. There are houses and people floating around you, disappearing into the water. Nature is showing all its destructive power and is ripping everything away with it. Suddenly you see a man in the water, he is fighting for his life, trying not to be taken away by the masses of water and mud. You move closer. Somehow the man looks familiar. Suddenly you know who it is -- it's George W. Bush! At the same time you notice that the raging waters are about to take him away, forever. You have two options. You can save him or you can take the best photo of your life. So you can save the life of George W. Bush, or you can shoot a Pulitzer prize winning photo, a unique photo displaying the death of one of the world's most powerful men. And here's the question (please give an honest answer): Would you select color film, or rather go with the simplicity of classic black and white? wahahahaha. Saturday, July 10, 2004 why isn't blogger NOR phlogger updatin my shit? huh. baik ah. doesnt matter. so yeah. no matches for X-S FC tis weekend. can't possibly plae tmr wad. too late to inform anione. and we'll be wifout huda. tt's enuff of a loss.beautiful day. indeed. but i still dunno. prolly not so soon. hope its not never. heh. its over. no wait. control la sial. http://maddox.xmission.com/. incredible website. haha. amazing guy siol tis fella. i cud make a living outta this. prolly he does. i was laffin alone juz readin some articles of his. hahah. argh. i hafta take out my contacts. n im slpy. this is cool. i hope its back to like last time. i'm still reading the maddox fella's posts. haha. laffin my ass of readin de one abt The Matrix Reloaded. gosh, he's frickin funny la. "I can't go on, I'm going to go do something less painful like stick my dick in the oven." hahaha. juz go visit that page. but only when u're really free. coz u'll take forever to read ALL his nonsense. im done fer todae. dead beat. sleepy. need to remove lenses. hope...dangles on a string. like slow-spinning redemption. allez! move it, move it. Thursday, July 08, 2004 i haf econs essays to do. i am so disappointing to ms poh man. haha. but i'll make up for it. i'm sure. but she's de only econs teacher who gives out holidae homework; in de form of 2 and a half essays man! k ah. dun complain. my classmates haf done it anw. freaks. i've done one only. left one n a half. which obviously can't be completed by tmr.on tuesdae, when sch resumed, had maths lect in de first period. and my hand could not write properly. it couldn't grip de pencil de right way. handwriting was shaky. that was scary shit man. i dunno why. but it was eventually okae aft ard 10mins. phew. -plae soccer at bedok urself lah blardee bhai.- i watched de argentina-ecuador match juznow. in de afternoon. score was 2-1. den i switched channels fer some time. den i changed back and it was 5-1. ard 88 mins. so i decided to watch til de end la. and hell, they scored again. superb. carlos tevez - no. 11. d'alessandro - no. 10. i fink. superb team fer de future siol. i think siva n gurpreet are rite. argentina gona win copa. you see, de diff betw euro n copa is de standard of football. you watch argentina and compare them to portugal. these south americans are so comfortable on de ball, i see de defenders passin high balls to each other. sorin wif a jump-kick, passes to some defender who uses his outsole to touch de ball in mid-air and pass it to de right back. left ot right with such confidence. mebe coz their opponents were crap. but you can't really say any team is crap as we have learnt from greece. de one-touch passin, dummy by tevez...it was superb build-up play leading up to de last goal. tevez even hit de crossbar before that but he was called offside. i hope there's brazil-chile tmr. brazil siol...conferm power. heh. k ah. sleep now pon baek ah. bye econs essays... *yawn* Monday, July 05, 2004 and its de finals of euro 2004.de closing ceremony was splendid. i think portugal deserves to win it juz bcoz they are good hosts. haha. nelly furtado performed "Forca". woot~ but de dancin n those extra stuff made it look silly. or maybe they're portrayin de portu-geese hillbillies. haha. i duno la. now its de huge gigantic flags of greece and portugal on de field. de European Cup on display. woah. looks like crap. Asian Cup bigger. heh. de teams walkin out. Figo kissin his gayboys as they pass him in de tunnel. my heart says portugal's gonna win. my brain saes greece gonna win. coz of de adidas theory. and coz greece beat portugal once. but my brain seems quite wrong this past few hours, as at least 3 unfortunate pple haf observed. heh. national anthems. portugese anthem damn nice ah. seriuoso man. btw, seriuoso is a new werd i invented. it means "serious". so original rite? haha. i'll continue if anythin worth sayin pops up. time to watch match. wait for half-time report. did i see it rite? gold/white total 90 3? fuyo. both teams probin each other. i'm at nikefootball website. and i see boots. cool new shit they haf here. Secutor 2. man. conferm expensive. if only Panna KO wasn't a KO. haha. okae. bastard sial costinha. bad dog. i mean, bad tackle. greece came close. dammit. i duno who im supportin. juz watchin fer de sake of it. BWAHAHAHA. miguel n pauleta make joke sia. hahaha. bangin each other. not from de back. no matter how much i hate maniche coz he looks hobbit-ish, i muz admit he's a great fooballer. gah. i think i now noe y i dun like portugal already. coz they knocked england out. heh. used to fancy portugal. nvm. still think they're good. good enuff to hate. heh. i dun like deco. dunno y. he's over-hyped. i think so. definitely. rooney shone. wad abt deco? nvm deco. costinha is a piece of midfield slob. crap player. put rui costa in! take costinha out. he totally sucks. deco can play defensive mid if he can play right back. dellas looks like some vampiric freak. looks really old. but i dun think he is. only in early 20s? prolly. andrade. aft a while, i realise he's actually worse than average. he scores own goals. like how bad can u get? pple who score own goals are unlucky. but some are really juz bad. haha. *not one of my team mates* greece look good fer de win. but in dis tourney, those who look good fer de win usually LOSE. thus, all de signs point to a portugal win. therefore, portugal look good fer de win. but then, they'll lose. alermak. ferget it. it's half time. i dun haf a special guest. i wanna slp. its boring. 2nd half. waitta minute. de ref is a friend of de Greece coach rite? so he's not givin in to de home support. he lettin Greece win. hahah. Scolari looks damn funny. like he's gonna cry. like whinin like a baby. hah. HAHAHHHAH. Greece leads. Charisteas heads home from a Basinas corner. funny shit. shuddap portugal. u guys can't defend fer nuts. esp carvalho n andrade. im contradictin my previous entry. but heck ah. this match they really suck. no impact at all. okae. i juz woke up. hahaha. bitch. ........................................................................ "evrytime i think of it, i wince. how do i measure up? i dunno. worse? no progress? can't be betta. i has a feelin it'll stay usual. at least, i hope. " i was goin thru my comics collection. which isn't that many. found one on JLA (Justice League Association). nice. in fact, damn nice. on de back cover, i found dis... The Nail ............ For want of a nail the shoe was lost, for want of a shoe the horse was lost, for want of a horse the knight was lost, for the want of a knight the battle was lost. Last of it was a kingdom and it was lost, - all for the want of a nail. not so sure abt de last 4 lines. coz de design was such that it was on a burnin scripture. but tt piece is cool. ........................................................................ Saturday, July 03, 2004 http://www.allthingsflash.com/haha.swfhaha. farhan sent me that. that jack has got nuthin to do. just like many of us. someone's even readin econs notes. geez! i told ya i'd lose. but i thot it was a lose-lose situation. mite as well. so now its not that bad ah. i dun think i really lost. haha. baik ah. nice background eh? hahaha. Friday, July 02, 2004 "hope dangles on a string. i am vindicated. i am wrong. i am right. i swear i'm right."or am i? "i am flawed." "I can't see how, The way that you leave me alone makes us close. I must be out of touch. I won't ask you, To give up on the things that seem to keep you gone. But I can be gone too." "Feels a little awkward sometimes, you won't talk but we're not fighting." are we? ......................................................................................... ouh. de week is over. and its all seemed like a whirlwind of events. impt events, nonetheless... todae. woke up ard 12.20. ahah. got ready really quick and left for the mosque. got there with quite some time to spare. met de guys. aft dat went to macs to eat. den met up wif de rest. took our Os cert. went out of sch to de usual street soccer court. had de usual fun. heh. evrythin seems USUAL. okae. basically thats all. duno abt tmr tho. argh. hmm. ......................................................................................... As Lovers Go - Dashboard Confessional she said "i've gotta be honest, you're wasteing your time if you're fishing round here." and i said "you must be mistaken, cause i'm not fooling...this feeling is real" she said...she said "you gotta be crazy, What do you take me for? Some kind of easy mark? "No, you've got wits, you've got looks, you've got passion, but I swear that you've got me all wrong." all wrong. all wrong. but you got me... i'll be true, i'll be useful... i'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear. and i'll belong to you... if you'll just let me through. this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating. and this is wonderful as loving goes, this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting? and i said "i've gotta be honest i've been waiting for you all my life." for so long i thought i was asylum bound, but just seeing you makes me think twice. and being with you here makes me sane, i fear i'll go crazy if you leave my side. you've got wits...you've got looks, you've got passion but are you brave enough to leave with me tonight? tonight. tonight. but you've got me... i'll be true, i'll be useful... i'll be cavalier...i'll be yours my dear. and i'll belong to you... if you'll just let me through. this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating. and this is wonderful as loving goes, this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting? this is easy as lovers go, so don't complicate it by hesitating. and this is wonderful as loving goes, this is tailor-made, whats the sense in waiting? hmm. exams over. nth to feel. watched spiderman 2 juznow. not bad ah de movie...didnt wanna watch initially but juz watched lah. quite worth it man. hah. sick. not physically tho. hmm. timebomb. nice song. its super boring now. i wanna spill. hate keepin it. hate hate hate it. nvm. tmr's time to plae soccer. woot. power la. found some good shit printin shop. wanna get new jerseys. wanna plae matches. dun want training. i dunno why. im dreadin training. doesn't matter whether field or track training. juz dun feel like it. i remember talkin to de j2s abt it. i went thru this period once in 1st 3 mths. wasn't trainin properly. evrythin juz went wrong for me. EVRYTHIN. so they asked wad was wrong. juz told em that i dunno. and evrythin that cud go wrong juz went wrong. none of my business. up to coach wad he thinks. but they told me it was okae. evryone goes thru such periods. but i dun see many of em goin thru such periods. Kian Tiong was bangin in goals evry training. okaelah. i think mebe evryone DOES go thru phases like that. hmm. yeah. that settled. juz prolly not in soccer mood now. watchin dearest Czech Rep playin later. if i wake up. heh. "dearest" Holland knocked out. power dah. i expected it. altho i didnt want either side to go to de finals. and yeah YasMan. i did support England. they're good la. cept beckham ah. he was bullshit. Lampard and Gerrard were terrific. Lampard especially. Rooney too. Scholes was disappearing. Heskey was THE MAN. hahahah. junk player sia. dun even noe wad he's doin in the squad. Defoe, smith, beattie even fowler deserves de spot in de team. hah. okae. enuff abt em. house is dark. cept this spot here in de living room. im typin. listenin to Blink 182's Feelin This. I dun like em. nor all punks. but de songs are nice la. heh. ahh. Slipknot new album. hope its good. now its Miss You - Blink 182... shud i nap before de match? ahh. dun care ah. juz stay awake tho i haf not much of company. hah. "it'll stay this way. fine den. im not botherin. i hope. i'll lose. i'll cave in. and pave out." |
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