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Saturday, February 28, 2004 wad a day. well. went to sch. loved de pics i took todae. in sch, they showed videos n slideshows. really felt de Orientation experience again. like so emo man. funny n sad. coz pple are leaving. de Dumanians esp. it'll be very dull without them. they start all de nonsense n de crap. haish. rauzan got 19. he mite not make it either. andik too. but there's ISSA! he got 20! sure can appeal thru soccer sia. den our chances of winning will shoot up fo' sho. heh. well, we went ard takin pics. gave away de friendship day gifts which were LONG OVERDUE. haha...sorry guys.den went home. play ps2 awhile n rest b4 goin semb jumaat at Al-Mutaqin. dah lamer seh tak gi saner. heh. met Amin there. den de usual gang finally caught up n we re-lived de old times. some of us walked back to ASS n i fink de rest took de bus. went straight up to de hall. alredy full. den dere were sec 4's sittin ard de hall perimeter waitin wif us. haha. juz wanna share our emotions agaknye? dun think i saw much drama. zhi hao cried. n taufiq was upset. no point guys. wads done is done. both are eligible for JC btw. haha. den me n jasdeep went to Khatib to buy food at Mac b4 picnic-ing in de bus on our way to training. heh. we got de same L1R5. okae lah. satisfaction. considered good enuff fer me. i pity de pple whose parents take notice of in their life. like over-protective parents. decide evrythin fer their child. which JC to go to, how much L1R5 to get. sheesh. my parent let me live my own life. make my own decisions. mebe they dun care. but i sppose they do. but they let me make my own choices. good enuff fer me. like Nuri juz sed, wad matters most is that I'M HAPPY. true man. so guys. dun despair. wads done is done. life goes on. turn ard n up pick de pieces. nahz. congrats fer those who've done trememdously well. n those who haven't, take care n find positives abt it. world is not over man! soccer training juz now was prolly de best i've ever had. it was damn fun. only 3 J1's came. me, jasdeep n Amin. heh. we played match wif J2's. my team was de one wif de 1st team defence against de other team which has de 1st team midfielders n strikers. i played striker. again. this time not bad ah. heh. jubilation came. i assisted 1 n scored 1 as my team won 2-0. haha. if only i cud haf done tt against SR or any other JC. aft training was de FUN PART. we were laffing2 n doing nonsense. playin on de track. we J1's watced lah. de J2's havin so much fun. haha. 4 pple lifted Ismail limb by limb. den they shouted, "We got a BIG one!". like they were fishin liddat. haha...i haf de video sumore. damn fun lah. Bakar rammed de ball at Hussein dunno fer wad. den Jin told Shafeeq ,"ey shafeeq. the track dirty lah." [like blaming shafeeq fer dirtying it] den Shafeeq replied, "u lah. U chinese wad. dirty pple." den started racist jokes. hahaa... Jin asked,"Ey shafeeq. U indian ah! Where are you?! so dark cannot see lah" hahaha... *soccer team individual cheer* sulaiman's: Man! Man! he's our man! if u can't beat him noone can! n so on. argh dammit. muz sleep now. Thursday, February 26, 2004 changed my tagboard. thanx iffah. todae's a rest dae for me. left school feelin kinda numb juz now. still numb now. no emotions. no excitement when i made my debut. no nervous-ness when waiting for Os. sheesh.i've become so numb. heh. i was totally stoned thruout todae. cudnt do anything properly. many pple noticed n asked. my classmates, rohana, sulaiman n de soccer guys...thanx fer askin. i was really fed up a little. but i tried stayin up late last nite to study physics. in de end i ended up nodding away. so i thot, "no use forcin man. nuthing's goin in. go to slp". den next morn in de bus pon noddin off. sleep again. den PE my left knee hurt. so i got to rest. Pauline Choi was nice todae. muz be Ms Yeo's influence. [coz she's very nice to me. heh!] so i rested wif nicholas n ended up talkin bout soccer. n recess oso i didnt manage to do much. argh. so frus. was tryinna keep awake thruout de dae of lectures n tutorials. n here i am. i shud be sleepin. i juz hope i pass physics. totally sucked. i dun blame soccer for takin alotta my time n energy. vice-captain Tiong is a great example. gotta learn from him. Adil too. he takes C Maths witout A Maths. wonderful footballers wif wonderful results. mebe not wonderful but still enuf to get em up to J2. den dere's Yusof. looks like a feckin slacker. but hell! he takes 4 A Levels n 1 or 2 S Papers!! sheesh. c'mon Yasin. wake up. Tuesday, February 24, 2004 Mr Softee. i tasted it after dunno how looong from 7-11. n it TOTALLY SUCKS. BIG TIME. *bleagh* not nice. dun buy Softee animore.tryina study fer PHYSICS TEST. thursdae. wahkao. hurrah. i wanna play tmr! okkaee... hopefully get to see some hot chicks from SR. okae. mebe more than see. hahaha..*woohoo* wads her name? naoj ? yeah. haha... imma dribble past ur left back tmr, SRJC. hahahaha! n make farrell collect results naked. tt's de dare he placed before me. When the doors are shut, don't wory bout me. It's not attention that i want from you. I need you to trust, who i'm gonna be... and in evrythin i'm goin to do. Coz i'm not afraid, of what i dunno. For understanding is all that i yearn. What is for sure, is i'm gonna go. I'm gonna live, and i'm going to learn... And i noe there will be mistakes that i will make... But i noe none are worse than chances i don't take... Right before your eyes i am changing... Sunday, February 22, 2004 wah lao. shud be doin GP essay now.izit me or izit de world. damn. hahaha. wtf. geez. n thanx fer de 2nd testi iffah. wow. does tt mean i hafta write u one oso? heh. i'll write u a NICE one if u want. haha... wow. i went berserk on de field junnow. i wasn't angry at de opposing team players. but jasdeep was. i've RARELY or mebe NEVER seen him angry like that. alwaes knew him as de quiet n full of shit guy who alwaes gets into trouble doin stupid things but never de type who rebels n all. but he was angry juz now. like really ANGRY. u never see him tt angry on de field. he was pushed n shoved by that munjen. he was fed up. i was like "WOAH". de score was 1-0 to us. so i juz thot, "u guys wanna play hard? den hard is wad ya'll are gettin." den play resumed. free kick. ball went ard a lil. den i charged at evry single one of their player who has de ball. good thing was, they suck. they take so long on de ball. so i charged in from behind into one of them. de number 13. sucked big time. he tried to push me back as i ran off. de ball went towards 27 [i fink]. n i charged at him. he was on the right flank near their penalty box. ran hard into him as well. he was obviously shocked n shaken. so he tried to push me back as well. used all his strength n weight. neva wanted de ball. i moved back n evaded his full-strength push. den stole de ball n charged into de penalty box. Long n Shah was inside. passed to Long who did well to hold his marker n return the pass. den released it to Shah who was ard 1m in front of a gaping goal. he scored of coz. if he hadn't, i'd haf killed him for wasting all my efforts. we won de match 2-1. Shah had a big impact on de match. coz he scored de 2nd goal. missed dunno how many chances. n kena lobang-ed when back defending which led to their goal. hahaha... jackass. wow. that sure was long. but i was amazed at myself. gettin riled up juz coz one of my team mates was unhappy at de unfair challenge. [wadeva yaz] again. i'm wondering. JC life n suddenly many pple are falling in love. [more like infatuation lah] i'm not one of dem. hahaha...juz thinkin some girl is hot doesn't mean i like her. coz many girls are hot. dammit. but actually, not THAT many pple are havin fallin. mebe some. heh. but it does seem weird. i think i noe why. those pple muz be stressed. unlike me, who slacks like a fuggin slut. hahaha... hmm. damn. i wanna sleep. i fink i shud go do GP essay. n my tagboard is gettin on my nerves. time to change. but malas ah. savin de best for the last. Alhamdullilah. i'm selected for de MJC squad to play against SRJC. damn disappointed tt it had to be played against SRJC. mebe some hot chick from SR mite be there to watch. haha... but still, there prolly wun be many MJC supporters. duno lah. i juz want a debut. it's about time they gave us J1's a chance. abt MJC... shud i stay? or shud i go? [to poly] i fink i'll stay. i hope my results are good enuff. n de best time for de results to be released wud be Thursday. coz wednesdae is de match. n fridae muz rush from sembahyang jumaat. i dun mind fridae lah actually. heh. seein all de faces again from sec sch. wow. okae. that soccer bit was supposed to be de last really. okae. busted's version of where is the love is weird. i'm lazy to highlight stuff. hahah...it's funny! esp de chorus. lucky i read nuha's LJ. n read abt de song. i wanna write abt sumthin but it juz didn't feel rite. i want to make a point. not today. prolly i'll tell sumone. perfect. bye. [wow. was dat long? prolly not] Tuesday, February 17, 2004 i've been thinkin n talkin JC only. coz i'm living a JC life. didn't come to sch todae. coz i slept late yest. n was juz lazy to wake up. went to de doc to get MC. so i had to lie some bullshit. sed i got headache n muscle ache. body ache ah. headache bedek. but i injured my right thigh. so it counts. hahaha... den we talked a little. told him i'm from MJC. de usual qns followed.what JC? new one? where? why so far? den he asked if i was a SPORTSMAN. hahaha...told him i ran n played soccer. true wad. i'm not in track but i run while playin soccer. =) he gave MC. panadol. n vitamin c. or sumthin liddat. n told me to SLEEP EARLY. heh. dodo. he asked if i was stressed. told him abt C maths n no A maths. n he was soo shocked. coz we shudnt be allowed to take C maths witout A maths. true. see how i suffer. he gave me advice n told me to focus on other subjects. drop C maths. huh. he doesn't noe me well enuff. did PARTIAL FRACTIONS fer de whole dae. not bad. i'm happy fer myself. hahaha... i noe it's easy okae. dun rub it in. haish. decisions. decisions. cam stressed sangat. of coz i'm stressed. disappointed. I HANDED IN THE QUESTION PAPER FOR C MATHS TEST. cool ey?! salute me. i'm dead. argh. fuggit. i want to play tomorrow. damn! it's TJC tmr! any team oso i wanna plae ah! but no j1's involved. on mondae, i came n walked to de coach as trainin was abt to start. told him bout my injury. suddenly he asked, "wednesday u want to play?". i didnt noe abt the match. but i still nodded furiously. he smiled. "but u staying? know anyone who's staying?" i sed i am. n anand. n denzil. sorry but i wasn't sure abt de others. i'm injured anywae. but coach asked me. damn was i happy. i thot wednesday only training wif j2's again. sheesh. nvm ah. tms i'll watch n learn. my routine's in place. gtg. Friday, February 13, 2004 wow. so much to talk abt. a thinkin day. like, im FINALLY thinkin. O's comin out. C maths is sickenin. poly ain't any good either. friends im gonna lose touch wif if either i OR they leave MJ. realised this aft readin nuha's entry. she keeps whackin my chest evrytime she sees me. heh...cooool. hmm...mail from ITE. "Make The Right Turn @ ITE". sheesh. i dun look down on ITE. its juz de pple dere. bad influence. see TP oso got mats. n now dere's sumone i dunno who noes me. chattin on msn. who sia!? conferm wrong identity. *shudders* siak ah. frenship week gifts not ready. we guys are hopeless. n shah kinda finally solved some puzzle. haha. made it juz in time for de screenin of "how to lose a guy in 10 days" in sch juz now. reached ard 8 wif kifa n shah from my house. spent a day at my house plannin to make gifts n all. in de end, played ps2. my house is a playgrnd for guys. geez. no way can any werk be done in dere. this is a theory. its already proven. haha... kifa was full of regret for not goin earlier to catch yamakasi. coz shahirah was dere. n as we walked in, she went home. i wud feel de same if i were him. hahaha...kesian. n btw, "how to lose a guy in 10 days" is a gr8 movie. romantic comedies are alwaes good shit. feelin weird now. fergot to add. i thot the LT was gonna be full. turned out emptier than expected. sheesh.as evryone's enjoyin tmr, imma go rewang. my aunt's wedding. wash dishes moz prob. sooo kesian rite? n my father keeps tellin me to go dere A.S.A.P. baik ah... now nuri's askin me to come to YJC tmr. heh. no use askin "for wad?". can't make it anyway. unless there's sumthin damn good. imma oppose my father. tt wudn't be nice. but it has to be done if there's a dang good reason. bazaar at yjc. sheesh. waste of time oso ah. wanna go play now. or mebe not. ..................................................................................................................................................... ..................................................................................................................................................... ..................................................................................................................................................... tt's precisely wad im thinkin of rite now. n how i'm feelin. now a certain sarah adds me on msn and says shes my ex-girlfren's fren. in de first place, i haf NO ex-girlfren. n she thinks im actin stupid. dumb bitch. she muz noe de shantay person. who de hell are they sia????????? Thursday, February 12, 2004 wahoo~!!!~i tell u man. esther lai muz haf had some kinky sex last nite. coz she was in good mood thruout todae. like WOAH. me n jasdeep played soccer ouside hall n she saw us but she told us to play on de track instead. no scolding. nuthing. n she gave j1's off for todae n tmr!!! de j2's pissed off seh. hahaha...coz tmr no training oso. baik giler man. haha..but we might be comin back to catch movies in LT4. went to TP open house wif sze chi, radh, syaz, halim, irvin, kifa, anand, bhai n shah junnow. quite pathetic ah to say de least. radh wanted de goodie bag soo much tt i had to ask dem abt it. in de end she threw it away. she's weird. mebe only todae. mebe erydae. dunno her tt well yet anywae. heh. she kinda pissed me off todae. lyin abt auditions. but its okae. damn. how cud we miss their dance? they'll let others watch dem but not us?! hope they make it thru man. or all their practices wud haf gone to waste. girls n catfights. haha... girls are difficult. indefinitely. i suppose. wad de hell. tmr's not even planned? where de hell is anand? oh. caught up wif primary sch fren, JEREMIAH!! tt nigga. go VS. now still sec 4. alermak. slack only. macam yat. haha... but at least i've heard his skill are still one of de best ah. peiying primary sch wad. sure best. =) oops. fergot bout bloggin fer a while. got pple their stuffs juz now. sure was fast. all in one shop. hahaha.. went to TM n Century Square all for no use. sheesh. okae. gtg. bro wanna use comp. n i wanna plae ps2. tmr no sch. wahhooo~~!! britney's toxic is gettin to me. gerek seh. Wednesday, February 11, 2004 had a rather relaxed training juz now. decided not to over-exert my calves. some of us were not happy wif de selected few. it seemed rather unfair. but u'll hafta take ur chances as they come. n i'm not complainin. NO TRAINING ON FRIDAY! good news actually. more rest. coz saturday got road race sumore. sheesh. malas seh. hopefully tmr PE main bola ah. weehoo!~ econs test was good! 8/15! passed! but maths test comin on monday. ferget it. n enuff of de william hung hype already. its no longer THAT fun nemore. geez. n those who left messages on de message boards, THANX ALOT. APPRECIATE EM. GREAT FRENS I MADE.cya'll. Sunday, February 08, 2004 no. some things i don't spill online. i feel like it but i shudn't n do not. fullstop. where art thou? man. no time. if i told bhai dat, he'll go, "tt's wad they aLL say..". haha. yep. make do wif de time u haf. no time to update shitz. soo many pics. none updated. off to more work. [i seriously hope so] heh.Thursday, February 05, 2004 haha...wad de hell man. never ask jasdeep to speak malay. it sounds TERRIBLY HILARIOUS. aniwae, jasdeep keeps teasin me. u noe y? coz de malay stall uncle calls evryone SAYANG. he asked me, "APER LAGI SAYANG?" . n jasdeep was laffing like a crazy dog. hahah... blardee gay pakcik. but i like him more than de makciks. coz he realli gives us value fer money. de makciks haram siak. nvm ah... now im regretting not signin up for OGL. DAMN! its too late aniwae. regrettin is only makin it worse. fuggit. argh. i am SETOOPID. i played soccer barefoot at bball court juz now n now i haf two blisters under each foot. baik ah yasin... nasib badan ah tmr. btw, talkin bout soccer, we haf fun. coz dere's dis fella named "ANDIK". whenever we timbang de ball, we will purposely gice high ball to him n shout, "ANDIK HEAD!" . it sounds like : AN DICKHEAD! wahahaha...damn fun shoutin tt. its not even a vulgarity. wooty woo~!if dat pakcik calls me "sayang" again, i'll call him "darling". hahahaha... cam betol jer..maths is actually not bad. n i dunno wads to happen fer econs essay test. nasib badan. #gua blah di sini# Tuesday, February 03, 2004 someone buy me new boots. haha...no lah. see pple? human wants are UNLIMITED. even tho they haf scarce resources. econs student. bodoh me. imma kill iffah. tts a darn good testi u got me. argh........ gotta hand it to yooo monster. i mean SHORT girl. oh, i meant LADY. hahaahhaha... aniwae, FINDING NEMO is a great movie. i found out late but still betta den neva. gotta catch it if u haven't. so damn worth it. n maths is still laggin behind. damn de lecturer. n shah n anand. they talked n i got scolded. juz bcoz of shah's Mat joke. blardee hell. heh. n yea rohana, u're soundin like me. hahaha... nigga.jasdeep's racist joke 1. muslim's holy book : The Holy Quran indian's : kamasutra chinese's : THE YELLOW PAGES. number 2. Mat Joke. a guy wif a syringe infected wif HIV/AIDS is goin ard tryin to inject it into pple. he went to a chinese addict. when he tried to poke it in, the chinese guy stopped him n asked, "got aids ah dis one??!". den de fella said yes. he rejected de fella n asked him to poke sumone else. he went to an indian. de indian said, "dey thambi, if got aids den i dun want ah." so de fella walked ard sumore tryin to poke a eurasian instead. de eurasian addict also rejected him when he found out tt there was AIDS in de syringe. finally,he stumbled upon a malay Mat. he asked, "eh mat, dis one got AIDS. u want to try?". Mat said, "come n try me ah! not scared ah...". so he injected de syringe into de Mat. he den asked, "sialah Mat, u brave ah u. crazy oso. u not scared got AIDS?". so de MAT replied, "whose scared of AIDS??! I WEAR CONDOM!!!". shahrul's blardee lame Mat joke. qns: how does a Mat spell "smart"? ans: s-M-A-T. lame rite? tt got me a scoldin durin lecture. blardee bitch. =D hahahahaahaahahaha..... =D |
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